HOWL FOR ME WOLF WOMAN With Danielle Dulsky

New Mother, Your Story Is Our Story: The Demand For Frigid Boundaries & Sensual Touch

WOLF WOMAN

Howl for Me, Wolf-Woman!
with Danielle Dulsky & The Urban Howl

Howl For Me Wolf-Woman: The Dark Moon Of New Motherhood

Howl for me, Wolf-Woman!

My husband and I created a daughter, a little girl. She just turned two. My man and I used to have a more active sexual relationship before she arrived into our worlds. We still kiss and cuddle, but the act of having sex right now seems like too much energy-at least it does for me. I’m still breastfeeding, but am asking myself if I am breastfeeding still because my daughter needs/wants it, or if I’m using it as an excuse to not have sex with my man. I love him. I want to be with him, but I feel utterly exhausted and my libido is almost non-existent. I’ve read on different sites that this can be “normal” for some, and I’ve read about other couples being way more sexually active than we are and have even more children than we do. I feel a bit stuck. We have dates. We go on holiday, but when it comes to doing the deed, we just fizzle. It’s been a year, and we’ve had sex. My man wants it, but he doesn’t go after it. Any advice would be appreciated.

Laura, England

Dear Laura,

Oh, my love! All you are feeling is completely normal, and I was standing right there with you, legs closed tightly and lost in milk-soaked motherhood, eight years ago. Thank you for sharing a problem affecting so many new parents. Your story is her story is my story, and may all women know their bodies as pure, cyclical magick that often demand frigid boundaries as often as sensual touch.

While it may seem to you as if you’ve always had your daughter, you are still a new mother. You carried her in your womb for forty weeks, give or take a few heavy-bellied days, and you are still nursing. She remains very much a part of you, an extension of your sacred maternal heart, and you only have so much stored inside your energetic wells. Every single part of a new mother’s world changes after she gives birth. You couldn’t possibly be the same lover you used to be to your husband, nor he to you, because your entire relationship has been transmuted into something new and unfamiliar.

Your body is, quite of its own volition, putting up some thick walls around itself to keep you from getting pregnant too soon, and, like it or not, this is all an integral part of the feminine cycle. In my experience, there are few worse feelings than forcing yourself to have sex out of new mother guilt. Consider this time in your life a dark moon in your relationship, and use it as a fertile void for shaping the yet-to-come.

Any drastic changes within the context of a relationship require the old dynamic be laid to rest and a new one strategically set in place. Talk with your husband with an open heart about what you both want now. Consider your old relationship dead and gone; grieve for it. Don’t compare yourself to others’ seeming perfection, for you couldn’t possibly know the tribulations they are facing behind closed doors. Give yourself permission to feel exactly as you feel. Burn your guilt. You are the cyclical feminine embodied in the soft skin of a woman, and you are allowed to demand a different kind of intimacy.

I nursed both of my boys until they were nearly three, and I can say I did not truly crave the touch of any lover’s hand for at least two years after they were born. The intimacy you have with your babe, exhausted in the dark and lost in her wide eyes, consumes much of the sacred relationship energy you have now, but it is temporary. I promise this too shall pass, and I know it is a particular sort of anguish when you feel you are letting your partner down. Keep communicating as authentically as possible. Hand-craft your new relationship, and be endlessly patient with each other. Trust that your body is always trying to protect you, and faith in the great feminine intelligence.

I am howling so loudly for you, my love. I recommend reading Mysteries of the Dark Moon.

Much love,
Danielle

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Woman Most Wild (New World Library, 2017) 

In Woman Most Wild, author and proud witch Danielle Dulsky debunks the stories we have been indoctrinated with and reveals the true nature of witchcraft: an ancient spiritual path that rejects religious dogma in favor of female empowerment and a reverence for the Earth.

In a collaborative, conversational tone, Woman Most Wild offers three keys to liberating your inner witch and owning your power.

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The Wild Woman’s Body-Prayer For Rage Release
The Wild Woman’s Circle: Handcrafting Space For Sisterhood
The Hand-Crafted 2017: Wild Resolutions Before The Quickening
The Dark Feminine And The Maiden’s Loss
Winter Solstice & Yuletide Medicine For The Rootless Witch
Mothering The Wild & Becoming The Bad Daughter
A Ritual For Betrayal — When You Have No Choice But To Become Someone New
The Great Learning: Social Acceptance, A Challenge An Awakening Wild Woman Faces
Wild Wisdom For The Bleeding Woman
The Guru’s Crime Against Soul
Looking For Some Guiding Wild Wisdom
Deep Loving In The Darkness

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Danielle is a long-time activist for wild woman spirituality and the divine feminine's return. She is the author of the forthcoming book Woman Most Wild: Liberating the Witch Within (Coming May 2017, publisher New World Library) and is on a mission to inspire women to be fearless creators of their sacred work. She holds the highest designation from Yoga Alliance as an E-RYT500, is the founder of the fully accredited Living Mandala Yoga teacher training programs, and believes in holistic healing for the sensual, creative, and spiritual self. Her work is grounded in holding space for women to harvest their inner Priestess through personally relevant movement alchemy, intuitive artistic practice, and divine feminine spirituality. She believes that all women alive today are meant to be instrumental in supporting positive social transformation through wild woman spirituality, reclamation of the name Witch, and the magick of sisterhood.

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