All you are feeling is completely normal, and I was standing right there with you, legs closed tightly and lost in milk-soaked motherhood, eight years ago. Thank you for sharing a problem affecting so many new parents.
The womb-wounds of women are often their most tightly gripped secrets, and, while you certainly do not owe your story to anyone, I have found that much healing comes from bringing our experiences out of the dark.
I may look a little tired from time to time. My patience may seem fragile in moments I may no longer be the life of the party.
Fuck, at times I cannot even make it to the party. I may have lost my once bone-thin body to these womanly curves.