You know God,
I just don’t know why the sky is so blue.
I don’t know why Mother Earth is so incredibly beautiful.
And I know that I don’t know anything about the galaxies far away.
And what I do know about the Universe, I know is just a wave in the ocean.
I don’t know what will come next.
I don’t know who I shall meet.
I don’t even know who shall become a distant memory.
I don’t know if the crossing of paths with my soulmate is in the stars.
I don’t even know if I will be here tomorrow.
I do know that I’ve done my best even when I thought I hadn’t.
That I’ve battled through mountains of fears
When I thought those fears would consume me.
Overcome so much, despite not acknowledging the wins.
Died time and again. To be born again into an updated authentic version.
And been shown in those times that I haven’t always gotten it right.
Yet, I know You know that my heart is still full of love.
And I’m deserving of my dreams coming true.
And when I feel they may be before me with arms open.
I wonder why I didn’t believe in it all earlier.
Change in life is no longer what I fear.
Living without growth, without love, without joy,
Without soulful connections.
Is what I fear.
Yes God, living without You, without myself.
Risking the loss of my connection to the Divine.
Is what I fear.
Yet, no more, because I now declare to the Universe.
I accept my purpose. I accept unconditional love.
I deem myself worthy of the most amazing loving life.
For God, I realize I know nothing without You.
My soul whispered to me today as I strolled the wintry yet calm beach.
Live as God does.
I know in moments I can do just that.
I also know there will be more moments when I act without God.
Yet my purpose will always be to keep loving. To be kind.
And to remember my divine spark can never be distinguished.
For although I have always known, life has reminded me
To love even deeper than ever before.
So I stand before You. As love.
With the desire to reflect living as God does.
I love You.
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For more self-study, The Urban Howl recommends The Universe Has Your Back: Transform Fear to Faith.
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