She Is Like A Dark Goddess, The Wild Woman In Me


She is destroying

my self as I was,

in order to re-create herself.

And the line between her death

and her rebirth is blurry.

She is in between states,

lust and flesh,

animals and spirit,

passion and heart,

mind and dirty,

dark and gray.

She is in between worlds,

floating over my old skeletons,

waiting for a new door to enter,

utterly unknown,

while exiting the known.

She needs to feed parts of me

with lustful desires

and dark fantasies,

parts that I starved

because of this wild explosive goddess

that lives within me.

She is unashamed,

lust desire


unapologetically her own kind,

asking me to step away

and allow her to lead.

But she can be dangerous.

She will take away from me

all that I knew or know is me,

because perhaps it’s not the truth.

She holds another truth,

an honest,



lustful and passionate truth

that I did not want to realize.

But so I have no choice

but to surrender to her magic.

She is coming…

and she is rising…

from the depths of my fire,

to burn all the untruth,

all the masks and pretenses,

all the “what if’s”.

She is like a whore,

caring about nothing,

confident in her nakedness

and desires.

She is like a dark goddess,

explosive and mysterious.

She is like the wise one

that follows her path,

not allowing herself to change

in order to make others comfortable.

She is Her.

The wild woman in me.

And she is nothing

Like I imagined.

She is dirty,


truthful to her flesh and her core,

full of fucks and lovemaking,

lust and fantasies,

desires and pure erotica.


Photo by Daria Litvinova on Unsplash

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Ilda is a free spirit. She was born with an urge to taste life in all possible ways. She is learning to squeeze the juice out of every single moment even in the most challanging times. She is an artist, writer, poet, a beginner painter and a dancer. She is an advocate for all things and people with essence that want to make a difference and bring change in the world. Ilda is the author of one self-published book on Amazon titled It is You searching for You, a collection of poems and reflections for a life gone and the seach to build a new one. Ilda is working on her second book-project called "All the wrong men she loved" - a book for both women and men about the tides and ebbs of love relationships. You can find her on Instagram or Facebook.

  1. Your powerful words have helped me see where my soul has been leading – THANK YOU!

  2. Thank you Regina 💜🌚

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