I know that in this moment, you are feeling regret for praying away your intuition when you were younger. I know you feel a longing, stronger than ever, to connect to that part of yourself.
This is the summer that you will live with someone who will feel like a sister, like a soul mate, like a lost twin soul, with the sound of waves crashing outside your window.
The quest that you have felt since you were small feels more important, more urgent, now more than ever. What it really is, this quest of yours, is a thirst for anything and everything spiritual.
I know that you are still trying to figure out what it means to be here, in this human form, and yet somehow still so connected to some other realm. I know that you are worried about so many things – from the state of your own soul…
Since you are certain that your mother can read your mind (because intuition feels like something natural and a given to you) you wonder if it’s okay to even think things of this nature, to have thoughts that are, as you reflect upon them decades later, oddly observant and…adult.
Tarot has a way of creating a shift in perspective and serves as a key to unlock a cosmic gateway into wisdom that we already had within us, but this knowledge was hidden behind a veil.
I will play with honouring my inner Persephone, my own journeys as a Maiden into the Underworld, and look forward towards a transition to Demeter and Parvati, abundant mothers of Shakti and Initiation.
Kali’s fierce presence can be comforting and protecting as we navigate through change, transformation, and destruction to emerge fully liberated.
A second new moon brings forth an especially powerful time for awakening your desires, let go of energetic blocks that may be holding you back.
I use the hibernating energy of Mercury Retrograde to map out a plan, and then I use the energy and momentum that I feel once Mercury is out of retrograde to put my plans into action.