Betrayal by those in our pack carves bloody chasms into our very identity. Betrayal changes the conditions of our relational world so completely and irrevocably that we ourselves have no choice but to become someone new.
I write to advise you; your feelings of entitlement are erroneous. Your jaded belief systems which permit your deceptive actions, behaviours, sentiments and words to plague another are not warranted or justifiable.
You will heal yourself at a very deep level because you found the courage to go dark. It will not obliterate you. It will propel you, not only back to the surface but further on up into the stratosphere, where you will fly.